Samantha Kaye Franks

These last 2 weeks have been so hard but I’m trying to stay as positive as possible. My thyroid test came back “off” the doctor said so Monday I have to go get a more in depth test done. My food is not digesting fully so my body isn’t getting the nutrients it needs. I’m so drained and I don’t do anything. It’s so hard not running but i know it’s for the best. I had a half marathon this morning that I couldn’t run. I didn’t want to risk passing out since I get so light headed and my head is often cloudy now. I’ve dropped down to 105 lbs.. I can’t put on weight I don’t know what to do. I just feel so unhealthy. I have never appreciated my health more than I do now and can’t wait to get back on track. My health is number one! It’s weird to look in the mirror and worry that I look anorexic. I’m losing muscle and that’s the saddest part for me.. I’ve worked so hard and I feel like everything is just gone. I just want to feel normal.

I just want to be able to run again…

So sad and so frustrated!!!!! Not even going to the ER gave me answers.. I’m sick of hearing “lets do this blood test” see this doctor” do you not understand how much pain I’m in?? Do you not understand I almost faint on a daily basis and I get no answers.. Seriously having a major breakdown and I just want to give up..

To make my day better Skyler treated me to a pedicure and took me to get frozen yogurt and costa vida :) no regrets in stuffing myself with treats and not being able to run this week :) listening to my body and staying positive is key! Get my blood test results back on Monday hopefully!

Today can’t get any worse…..

My stomach is taking over my life. I’m sick if having issues. I want to feel normal. My medicine worked so good the first month and now it’s over working and I’m so dehydrated and can’t keep enough liquids in no matter how much water I drink. I feel so weak. I have almost passed out a few times and my vision gets delayed. All I do is want to be healthy. I eat perfect and treat my body so well and I all I get is problems in return. I can’t stop crying I just want to give up. Now I just wish the doctor would call me back. I want to be able to function through my day normally again :/